I have been feeling lousy since Sunday morning. I was planning to run an impromptu half mary with a friend, and she bailed. I was just as happy to not run, and haven't since. Insert feelings of inadequacy, unreasonable focus on the scale, food, habits...everything.
Oh dear.
My first grader has a school project this week, to make a poster about a family tradition. It is to focus around A-December-Holiday-Your-Family-Celebrates, which is obviously short hand for Christmahanakwanzika. We talked it over and picked our Christmas Eve tradition of getting together with my side of our family and filling each other's stockings. Yesterday, we went to the craft store and picked up supplies. We got some things my preschooler to make one too. We were all excited to get started, which we did today. It was cute and lots of fun, but my mind was on my arms feeling flappy. How is that even possible when you have this going on?
Either way, I need to get a grip. And fast.
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